and i remember how You saw me through the eyes of grace

1.
has anyone noticed that it's already mid-september? where has my life gone?
i spend every friggin day trying to catch up with perniagaan and sejarah and doing my best to maintain econs. i have long forgotten (ignored) PA so much that i don't know anything anymore about our perlembagaan. james and diana are convinced that i like working and i like stressing out. congratulations lah me, this is all that my life is about.

2.
i am sort of looking forward and not looking forward to the hopes of becoming seafield's editor in chief. i mean, it'll look good on certs and everything. but do i really ever need all those extra marks? does koko marks make all that difference? am i even doing it for the koko marks?
(my loyalty still lies with usj 12's sidang redaksi. we should go out again soon.)

3.
and hey - the dance project still hasn't kicked off because my and joanna's brain refuse to work so we're quite stuck with the choreography. i really hate burdening her with all this unnecessary extras, but i think i really can't do it alone.

4.
mosquitoes are the bane of my life. rot in hell, you disgusting blood-sucking disease-carrying six legged freaks.

5.
i know that since the presbytery is over, i can stop puasa-ing already. but i think i'll just carry on puasa-ing for certain days.

6.
You are my freedom,
Jesus, You're the reason,
i'm kneeling again at Your throne.
where would i be
without You here in my life?

i think, if i weren't a Christian, if i didn't have God around, i'd be some foul-mouthed, slacker, rebellious, trouble-making, non-self-respecting teenage nightmare. and somehow, even though as a Christian, there are certain things which people might think of as cool that we can't do, i find my freedom in knowing that it is because of those limits and boundaries that i'll find the greatest Joy ever possible in life.


p/s: i'm awemazing.

pp/s: tomorrow, the committee members and cell leaders of 365 student ministry are going for dinner and karaoke and a sleepover at pastor richard's house. like, how happening is that? my youth fellowship is happening lah.

ppp/s: i figured out how to operate the basic functions of the level 3 keyboard all by myself! bangga siot. whoever invented keyboards and synthesizers are geniuses lah.

pppp/s: it's wedding season. i need a new dress. anyone know a good place to find affordable and pretty ones around?