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ladies and gentlemen,

i know my frequency and quality of blogging has decreased by several hundred percent in the past couple of weeks but do not despair for me - that means i am doing some other worthwhile productive thing with my time like studying, actually doing homework *gasp* and sleeping earlier.

anyways,
bliss is ignorance right? right now, i would supposedly be uploading camera pictures but i can't find the camera. i have told myself that it's not lost, it's just misplaced and when i do look for it, i will find it. i have asked my sister where it is, but she too does not know. i have yet to actually search for it properly because i like living in denial, that my camera may just be misplaced. cos if i look for it properly and i don't find it, i will have to face the reality that it has gone missing. along with all my pictures from the past couple of things that happen. yay kegembiraan.


anyways,
life lesson : everything in life has its pros and cons.
even the seemingly most ideal, most perfect solution has its own set of disadvantages. there is no such thing as win-win, God-related issue not included. we merely choose the answer with the least number or least significant cons to benefit the most number or most significant people.

therefore, when in a lousy place in life, look at the pros. look at all the good things that you have instead of all the sucky things you are going through. trust me, it makes you a happier person.

when in a good place in life, look at all the cons and be grateful that you have all these instead of all the things that could have possibly happen.


my dad just told me that he feels that his life is very rich. i asked him why. he said because he finds fulfillment in a lot of things. i asked him like what. he says like in music, in photography, in cars, in all his interests. harhar i hardly ever hear my dad talking about this sort of thing. and it was very random when it happened too. he was browsing online through a website selling water dispensers for his office. heheheh.

my camera gone means parliament trip pictures are gone too. please pray i find it when i start looking for it seriously. hopefully it's not lost on the bus or some sad case like that.

last friday, while going to print a few hundred copies of something, i went to pay for a parking ticket and when i put the parking ticket on the dashboard, i closed the door and left the keys hanging in the key slot on the door. for about an hour plus i was at the printers' which was far from the view of my car. when i was done, i couldn't find my keys, panicked and james, who was with me the whole time, found them hanging in the key slot. my car was fine. my God protects.



p/s: i'm doing all this stupid bimbo things. misplacing cameras, car keys - *sigh*

pp/s: exams are approaching. again. *sigh*

ppp/s: seafield's form6 society may be arranging another visit to parliament, to the Dewan Rakyat this time. if it all goes well, i might be seeing Karpal Singh and Lim Kit Siang and Teresa Kok in person in June (: